Wednesday, February 10, 2010

sometimes i wonder if i'm a sucker

i mean, they say you can't shit a shitter, but what if you're just not as big of a piece of shit? i'm pretty good at calling people out on the day to day bullshit. i can usually spot the ol' bait-n-switch pretty quick, i can usually see through what's being advertised to what's really available. but what about when you get that sinking sensation and it comes up in regards to one of the things you want most in life? you know you feel it, but do you ignore it? do you go on pretending in your mind and on your face that you don't feel it in your gut? is my head that clouded? gettin clouded sure would be nice about now. it'd probably also push away what i want just a bit further. if only my clouds weren't so stinky and easy to detect.
i hope playing along is the right thing to do. i hope i don't get fucked in the long run. getting fucked now and then would be a nice change though, i must admit.

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